so sad

sometimes im feeling like not appear..people not seeing me.. nobody appreciate my when i stand there.. no body willing to accept me as im.. im dissapointed.. im trying harder to bring out n far away n hope n most perhaps to death soon,, howeever that god decision as human im not had right..wehh kenapa org mcm ta suka aku?? aku nie tlampau terok n bdosa k? tolongla bw aku n dptkan hati n hidayah utk aku